Orange Ice Tea!

What you need?

1 Cup Of fresh squeeze orange juice

1 cup of Sugar

4 cup of room temp water

4 cup of cold water

2 tea bags Lipton

1 medium size pot

1 small size pot

Let’s begin making tea!

First, get the medium size pot with the room temperature water bring it to a boil. When it gets to a boil, turn off the heat and put the 2 tea bags in. While that is brewing, get the small pot and put the sugar and fresh squeeze orange juice into the pot. Put the small pot on low heat and mix it till it blend. Let the small pot heat up to a boil, then turn off the heat.  After the tea is done brewing, put the 4 cups of cold water into the pot and remove the tea bags. Put the orange syrup into the container then add the tea into the container where you put the orange syrup. Than put the tea into a refrigerator to get cold, after that enjoy some orange ice tea!

How I accept myself with ADHD.

In How I accept myself as a person with ADHD, it is not very easy at all. Since I was young as in second grade, I didn't really accept my own self. I always wanted to be "normal" and I wanted to be just like everyone else. I always felt not normal and I felt different than everyone else because of my ADHD and dyslexia. In second grade, I started to be on medicine for my ADHD.  When I was in elementary school, I had to put into Restore class for my dyslexia and I had to go see a speech therapist too. I was put into a normal classroom like everyone else have, but everyday around a time I had to get up and bring a book and notebook and walk to the restore classroom. I hated that so much because I felt everyone can stare at me and wonder why that I can go walk out of the classroom, but why she got stuff that isn't part of the class? I was the only one, who was in restore in my second grade class. When I was in the restore classroom, I felt like it was waste of my time, because I was in there for a hour or more.  I had restore for my English and Math that part of dyslexia. I used to hate the restore teacher, but after 4th grade I didn't really hate her.  When I was in the restore classroom, I felt so dumb and stupid because who was in the classroom, they weren't high in learning like I was.  When I was in school, I was at the line that makes you be in regular class(es) to being in restore class(es). I always wanted to be challenge with the work. In the restore classroom, the teacher gave us easy work and I felt like it was so easy. I told her that its easy work for math and I didn't had any problem with English because I am weak in English, but very good at math. The only thing I hated about English is the reading, I hate reading since I was young. I hate English so much because when I read out loud, I hate the sound of my voice and I felt so embarrassed if I can't pronounce a word right. I couldn't just pick up a book and read it all, I would just get tired of reading.  About math, I learn so quickly and pick up the math fast and I love learning and using my brain to work out math problems. The teacher taught me, how to used "dots" on numbers. It made it so easy to do math and I used different  tricks to help me in math. One year, the restore teacher let me stay in the classroom ( regular) during math and let me do it on my own :D I was so happy for myself. In 6th grade, I was very happy and I accept myself, but that didn't last.  In 6th grade, I was happy with being in restore class and I only go for hour and I had tons of friends and I had friends who in restore too. Well, I lost all my friends from school in one YEAR, but I still had my restore friends.  In 6th grade, I got make fun of and being bully because I had a small chest and I have a speech problem and I I'm skinny. In my 6th grade yearbook, I see pictures of everyone with their friends and I was only one who was alone. In mids school was better, but I didn't really accept myself. One of my restore classmate, she got into normal classes, but I didn't!!! Only 1 class!!! She wasn't even smart and she was always struggleing with school. That made me feel so stupid and dumb. I was on the line of being in normal classes and being in restore classes. I was very high in math and all subjects, but English.  In the 7th grade,I had all restore classes, but 2. I hated that so much, because everyone in the classes didn't care about learning and they hated school and they were so rude.  I asked the teachers if they can make the work little more hard, for me and not easy that is easy that a 5th grader can do it? The teachers didn't do it because they felt it wasn't fair for the other classmates..  In my P.E class, I made new friends that were normal and in the normal classes. I told them about what kind of classes I have and told them about myself. They accepted me for me and was so happy for that.One of them, my Best friend Cass and I got made fun of a lot and I was sticking up for her and help her though it. She got made of fun and bullies call her Pizza face... I got made fun of when I got called out of class for speech. The classmates say that not fair Julianne can get out of class, than a teacher say she have speech to go to.. than the mean ones in the class, said HAHAHA JULIANNE GOT SPEECH, SHE IS STUPID ( in a dumb way stupod.) I hated skipped class because I get tons of homework and missed lessons. In 8th grade, I got made fun of still,but it went to the point of someone stalk me! This person who was a stalker, she went to my school and she lives right be behind me. When I was in middle school, I walk to school and I walk home and this stalker, she only walk home. When I walked home, she walks behind me and tease me and called me names. Than one day, I went to the office and I wrote a note about what going on and they talked to her and she got into trouble. I was so proud of myself doing it on my own without my mom help! In middle school, I felt stupid and dumb and not pretty. In 8th grade, I was out those restore classes, but sadly not out of speech. I still hate the speech person because he was rude and didn't care that I miss a lot stuff in class. I love my math teacher because she didn't gave us easy classwork, she gave us easy work than builds up and makes it harder. I love my class which I helped out special needs, because I was raise around special needs all my life. After 8th grade was over, I was enjoying life and accept myself and I felt normal because of my group of friends I made in 7th grade. Sadly, in high school made me enjoy life and hate life through the four years.Read  my posts about my high school years. When I turn 21 years old, I realize how lucky I am to be alive and healthy. I might not be good at school, but I do have amazing personality and who is very great with kids. I can handle a group of 10 kids with no help and make them quiet. I am so lucky that I am able to be an Awana Leader and help with the kids program at my church. I been happier more than ever inside and out. I finally feel beautiful without makeup because I been washing my face twice a day and no more acne! I have a boyfriend who loves me for me, he loves my personality that shines through me. 


If you have any questions or want my advice please comment or email me at Juliblogger94@Gmail.com 

Don't let no one put you down, you are one of a kind that God create for a reason. You might not know what God plan is, but one day you will find out.

Happy 40th month Anniversary to my love

40 Months ago, it was Christmas Eve of 2011 and I couldn't stop thinking about my crush all day long. Even on that day, I told my crush how much I love him and that I have a crush on him and sadly, too I spammed his Facebook wall.. This crush of mine's doesn't live in the same state as me, he from Michigan and I am from California! Later on that evening, my crush and I were talking and he asked me to be his girlfriend. Can you guess what I told him? I told him YES! This post is my expression how much I love my boyfriend. You might cry or not.

To the love that my heart express love so much to you. 

I never though in million years, that I would be dating a man for over 3 years. I though dating someone for a year is great, but dating someone for 3 years and on the 4th year is mind blowing for me. Since the first time we Skype, I saw a man with the biggest heart that a person can love someone very special to them. When the day you had the idea of visiting me in California, I thought it was crazy and thought you were just saying that to me. But you did prove me wrong many times. You came to visit me 3 times than BAM you move to me! Well, you found a room to rent. I was so surprised that you came to live in California. It's crazy that  you only live 15 minutes away from me. I thought that I just love you, but after you move here I am so in love with you. I never know how I express more love to you. I love you so much, every muscle in my body, every blood cells in my body I love you. I just want to tell you how thankful I am to have you as my boyfriend. You treat me like a queen with the respect of a man should be treating a woman. Since you moved to me, we hang out everyday with each other and that brang us closer than ever. I realize we are made for each other because we have our ups and downs and we still have the love for each other. Thank you for making me happy and laugh so hard and spoiling me in love. Who needs sex when you have a someone so special who spoils you with their attention and make you feel so amazing! Sex is for marriage and I'm so thankful you agree with that. I am the world luckiest lady to have amazing relationship. Love you my baby boo, my baby cheeks,my dork, my everything, my giggle monster! 

Being positive though anything that doesn't come out that you wish it was.

On Tuesday, I went to the DMV to get a new permit for driving. I got my permit last April 1st and the permit is good for one year and I took the behind the wheel test and I failed it because I wasn't too close to the right side of the curb in a neighborhood. So, I tried to get another behind the wheel test before April 1st and the DMV was booked up for a month! The DMV, told me I have to get a new permit than pass that and than I can get a behind the wheel test. On Tuesday, I went to my grandpa house because he asked me to help him drop off Molly( a dog) to the vets than he can take me to the DMV.  I helped my grandpa out with dropping off Molly at the vets around 8:30 am. I wasn't really nervous for my permit test at all, I was nervous about Molly more than anything. Molly was getting her teeth clean and the vets had to put her to sleep for the teeth cleaning. I had to go to the DMV around 11:00, but when I got there they said it was 11:30 my app.  I thought I wasn't going be long at the DMV, but I was wrong. My grandpa waited in the car and I went into the DMV and I waited in line and I put on a smile and be positive and respectful. Last year at the DMV, I was so in a negative mood and unhappy and that didn't made it easier on me. When I went up to the lady, where I had to pay and do my thumb print, I said hello, thanks for being able to work at the DMV and smile. She smile and said thank you for being so happy. She was doing her job  and VERY sweet lady, she told me thanks for making me smile and enjoy my day and best of luck on the test. Than I waited in a line for the picture and there was a teenager was 16 with his mom, he just got done doing the behind the wheel and they looked lost where to go. I told the mom, I think your son should go up there where there is a line that people go when they are done with the behind the wheel, and she smile and said thank you. He passed the behind the wheel test and his mom and him walking out and his mom said thank you for your help and being positive. I said your welcome and good luck with your son now driving without your help, she laugh and said WATCH OUT than. What I needed a laugh! After,I took the picture for my permit, the lady told me to pick a computer and do the test and you have 3 times to take the test. Last year, they hand me a the written test which wasn't on the computer. I took the test and fail each time. I was bummed out, but its was my dyslexia. Dyslexia + taking test= FAIL! I went up to a lady at the DMV and asked her if next time I can get the written test because of my dyslexia cause me to fail the test 3 times and the lady told me yes you can and next time when you do come in you have to pay again and tell them you take the test 3 times and you wanted the written test so you can have more time than doing it on the computer, I said thank you very much, and thank you for understanding.  Than I was about to walk out, there was a mom with her daughter who is going be taking the permit test and her daughter fail it 3 times and about to take it for the fourth time, she asked me is dyslexia is special needs problem? I told her in a nice tone, No its not, dyslexia is a learning disability that deals with learning. She say "Oh, how that can be possible?" I explain to her that when I was learning how to write that I mix up the "B" with a "D" and that I mixed up letters when I spell. She understand it little bit more now and didn't said anything after that. After that, I walked out to go to my grandpa and 2 hours later... Now my grandpa told me if I wanted someone to take me to the DMV, it got be my boyfriend or dad, not him. What happen with Molly? She got her tooth pull out :( she was is so much pain, but she is better now. 

Molly was all wanted to be snuggle up, she is a snuggle bug! 

Don't worried it's Friday!!

Don't worry it's Friday and it's the weekend will be here sooner than you know it! 

You are beautiful.

Me without makeup 
I believe every girl/women out there felt ugly and felt like everyone can see that zit on your face, and that you should wear make up to cover up and makeup that makes you beautiful. I will be honest, I wasn't that girl who wakes up and do their hair and makeup before school, I even try to get a habit to wash my face twice a day! I had mid case of acne, but I didn't really care what I look like, I just made sure I match my clothes. After I got out of high school, I started to wear makeup and started to wash my face everyday. Only thing I wish I could told my mom is to take me to a professional makeup artist or go to Macy's and learn how to put on makeup. After I turn 19 years old I got the high in makeup like naked  palette and itsjudytime palette and now as 21 years old I have the semi sweet chocolate bar. I do curl my hair to bring out my natural curls in my hair. I don't wear makeup everyday and I don't do my hair everyday. My advice for you is to wash your face and don't wear toms of makeup. You are beautiful in every way because there is no one out there who looks exactly like you. We are different in our own ways. You don't need makeup and get your hair done to make you feel beautiful because what matters is in your heart! 👇🏼 me with makeup

Just want cheer up someone day or night!

There is a app call "Dubsmash," and I wanted my boyfriend to do one with me and I pick one out from our favorite movie. I didn't expect him to do it so perfect! He was so nature at it, he made it so hard for me to not to laugh when it was my turn! Sorry for it on the side, I thought the app would flip normal but nope!