March Favorites

March Favorite's!

This six favorites which I got as a gift from my boyfriend and one from my mom. In this color is my thoughts about the product.When you see red color with a line under it, its the link, where you can buy the item.Everything is bought by my boyfriend, but the top I bought myself and my mom bought the hair cream. 

Cupcake % Caffeine Top-

 This top, is so soft and its modest. Its nice to wear on cool or  a warm day. I can't find a link to get the top. Sorry 

Too Faced Semi Sweet Chocolate Bar-

 This eye shadow make up, its very great and makes you want to have some chocolate. It is made from cocoa. This make up palette have so many different combs for different looks. Semi Sweet Makeup

Too Faced Blush in Perfect Flush Blush-

This blush is not too bright, its a neural blush. Its gives you just the right amount of color in your face.Perfect Flush Blush  

Nars Velvet Matte Lipstick Pencil in Cruella-

This red lipstick pencil is the PERFECT deep red. This red brings out those white teeth to POP! This lipstick isn't good if you want to kiss your special someone on the lips.Red Lip Pencil
Sci Bella Styling Creme-

This product is amazing and plus its smells good! This styling cream can be used with wet or dam hair.The cream helps hold in curls and helps make your hair look natural with any hair style without having the hard, crushing of gel. Styling Creme

True Escape Spray- 

 This spray smells amazing, and it last all day. Its little bit strong, but not over powerful. Spray 

Thank you for reading my blog post. 

My mom.

For my mom. 

My Mom.

My mom isn't a perfect person, but she is only human.

My mom is a strong women, but she isn't a body builder. 

My mom is loving and caring,but she is cuddle bug. 

My mom is a great listener, but tells her opinion.

My mom is great cook, but you don't want be in her way of cooking.

My mom is random,but so silly.

My mom is helpful, but won't ask for help.

My mom is a child of God, but won't ever change that.

My mom is a hard worker, but doesn't get a chance to sit down. 

My mom is humble person, but she won't do anything for herself.

My mom is a bright light, but never cries. 

My mom is one of kind,but she is only a mom to one kid.

My mom is beautiful, but she doesn't wear make up.

My mom is smart, but never went to college.

My mom is everything I want in a mom, but she is the only one for me.

My mom is so fun to be with, but she still my mom. 

My mom is super close to me, but she won't be my best friend.

My mom is my role model, but she isn't perfect.

I love my mom so much, I'm so lucky to have a wonderful mom. 

My mom and I.  My grandpa,great aunt,grandma.
Photo Credit: Me

Why I choose not to drink alcohol ever.

Why I choose not having alcohol, there is many reasons why I choose not to have any alcohol. I am straight out telling you why I don't want drink, but if you do drink and you are 21 years old, that is your choose. I hate seeing that people under 21 years old and seeing them post on Twitter and Instagram and Facebook, them drinking with pictures of them having alcohol or posting the alcohol and bragging about drinking alcohol. 

I don't want never pick up any drinks with alcohol because my dad is an alcoholic and his side of the family are alcoholic's. My dad started to drink lightly when I was young, after his stroke when I was 10 years old, he became drinking strong liquor. Over 10 years, my dad became drinking Vodka. Its just sad to see my dad can't go one day without drinking.

Another reason, I don't want drink because I wanted to have a mother and daughter or son relationship when I have kids. My dad and I were super close before his stroke and after his stroke, he gave up on life and wants to waste his life with drinking. My dad told me, that he doesn't care about me and he doesn't love me. I tried so many times to get my dad to quit drinking and get a father and daughter bond, but he doesn't care. 

Why should I drink and be alcoholic and who wants to have a wife who is an alcoholic? My boyfriend, he quit drinking period for me before we started to date. He quit drinking for me because he doesn't want me to worried about him becoming alcoholic. When I turn 21, he didn't took me to a bar and he didn't gave me alcohol. 

Another reason, I don't drink because in the Bible its says  Pr 23:20-21 (NIV) "Do not join those who drink too much wine or gorge themselves on meat, for drunkards and gluttons become poor, and drowsiness clothes them in rags."  I know that Jesus turn water into wine, but in the Bible it also says don't over do it. 

So, why I should waste my money and calories on an alcohol drink, when there is better drinks out there? I love drinking ice tea's and coffee. Its hard to see my mom struggling with money. My mom doesn't give my dad money for alcohol. My dad gets hang over and he doesn't go to work and when he doesn't work, he doesn't get paid. He steals money from my mom and I, he snoops for cash and tries to find ways to get money. He takes something from home and sells it on to a random person. My dad doesn't care if we struggling for money.

Alcohol isn't good for your liver and more. Health Factors of drinking, short and long terms. 

A poem, I wrote.

I wrote a poem, I hope you like it. I do write poems and my family loves them. This poem, I just came up with. If you want me add more poems, please tell me. I don't know if this one is good or not. 


Women's are like roses.

We are soft and delicate, but got thorns to protect us. 
We bloom up when we wanted to get to know someone.
We easily fall apart,when we get damage. 
We are pretty  inside and out.
We are strong, but with end we get weak from not being care for. 
We need our gardener to give us love, to help us grow.
We always fight to stay alive. 
We never get away from our gardener to protect us from getting damage.

Photo Credit: Myself

Junior Year

Hello Upper Class, goodbye lower class. First off, my best friend and I are not friends anymore. I try my hardest to become friends again, but fail each time. She blocked me on Facebook, on her phone and won't even talk to me. So, sad going to junior year without having a close friends, but I still have friends from 8th grade from that English class. Let's start off with my classes I had. Drawing and Painting (which I wasn't very great at, but I pass with a "B". Physical Science,Math( highest math they teach),World History, Office Practice.

Can you guess which class I love the most? Well, I love them all. I wasn't very great at painting and drawing. I really love my math class because it was very hard and I was using my brain a lot. I LOVE office practice because it was my last period and I was able to go to classrooms and drop off notes for the office. I was working in the attendance office. Those ladies were super sweet and caring. I love getting to get out of school, before the after school rush and I got ahead start on walking home. In junior year, I was enjoying it so much. I hang out with a person from my math class when I was a freshmen and we became super close. We had nicknames for each other name beef buddies. LOL! Right? My math teacher was the same teacher I had for 10th grade history, but Yay no rude students! All those rude students are in low math. My  history teacher is my English teacher too. I told my mom, how much I hate the speech person and so, I took a whole year off from speech! WOOHOO! Now at lunch time, I eat with my beef buddy and my friends from my classes. We ate inside a classroom and it was so fun. For one week, it was pouring down rain. It was raining hard with wind, and try to image walking to class to class getting soak and cold again, on top of that, I had to walk home. One time, I was walking home on a raining day, someone drove fast and a big slash and I got SUPER wet and cold. 
Well, my ex friend, she change a lot during the Summer time. How she change? First off, since I met her, she was not into photography and she was not into running that much. Off the back, I love taking pictures and I love to run. I was on the local track team younger and I started to become into taking pictures since 2003. So, how she change was, she made the school track team and she had photography class which I was so sad that I didn't got because the photography is hard to get into. She became popular and hang out with people who she never hang out with. In junior year, I went on field trip with my art class and another one with my Science class. This year, my beef buddy was senior year. :( Something really made me super happy, well can you guess??? I met a amazing, sweet guy who I became crushing on and he was so handsome.. I didn't know what God plan was for me and why he put this handsome guy in my life. Find out more about this secret person in my blog post about my SENIOR year!! :D 

Who I watch on Youtube?

HI only met one Youtuber, Can you guess who? 

This list isn't in order of my favorites, its in random order. Vlogs means the couple or person films their day to day life and post it on Youtube to share. 

• ItsJudylife- Judy,Benji,Julianna,Miya, Keira. Funny thing is the twins born one day after my birthday and Julianna and I names are so close, but I have a "E" in the end of my name which Julianna, have a "a." I am 20 years older than the twins. They do daily vlogs.
• ItsJudytime- Judy beauty channel
• Itsmommylife- Judy mommy channel
• Alli Speed- she so sweet.
• Ann Le aka Anneorshine- she great at crafts 
• AprilJustinTV- April and Justin with their cute son,Liam. They do  daily vlogs.
• AprilAthena7- April beauty channel.
• Benjimantv- Judy hubby, his cooking channel.
• bamchick1101- Cullen and Katie with their babygirl, Macey Gaines! Search on Instagram #Targetballing. Vlog daily. 
• Bubzvlogz- So cute little family.
• BuzzfeedBlue
• BuzzFeedViolet
• BuzzFeedPop
• BuzzFeedYellow
• ByronTabott- AMAZING cook! Always makes me drool and hungry! A cooking channel.
• CookwithApril- From AprilJustintv, April Cooking channel, post on Tuesdays and Thursdays
• Dope2111- AMAZING talent, does looks
• Ellie and Jared- Oh my goodness, their family is so cute, makes you wanted to have their life. They have a son name Jackson and he is so cute and sweetheart that will melted your heart and they are expecting their second child which is a boy and the name is Calvin Scott. They do daily vlogs.
• Ellie Mecham- Ellie Beauty channel from Ellie and Jared
• Grav3yardgirl- Bunny does beauty and tea vlogs and all different videos. Who is part of the swamp family? Sassy buns? Sweet tea and slippy slippy.  Don't forget to give a alligator wings.
• Kandee Johnson- Does beauty videos,does a lot kind of videos
• KatieOnTheFlipSIde- Cullen's wife Katie NEW channel! Every Thursday she will be posting
• LoraandLayton- They used to do vlogs,but they got messages of death threats of their 3 boys and they stop Youtube, but they still have their videos they had post up.
• Lush- Of course! Who doesn't know lush? 
• Mama Natural- Amazing mama who is all natural and her family is so cute and she is a Christian and I love learning about being a mama.
• Rachel Talbott- Byron wife and its her beauty channel. Amazing wife to her hubby and great mom to her son, Ollie. A wonderful Christian.
• Rosanna Pansino- A creative baker and does tags with her sister Mo.
• ThatsHeartTV- Heart and her hubby to be daily vlogs. A wonderful,cute couples. They are madly in love with each other. 
• ThatsHeart- Heart beauty channel
• TheFineBros- Two brothers post videos of kids react to videos and Elders react to videos, teens react to videos. 
• React- The Fine brothers other channel with more videos of kids reacting to food, advice videos from kids to seniors. 
• Yoyomax12- Tammy who cooks and does different ways of making food.
• Can you guess who I met with my boyfriend??? We met Judy and Benji Travis!!! They are so kind and nice and funny and caring. We met them before the twins were born, we met them in Hollywood. 

  

  Judy from itsjudylife, Me,My boyfriend. She is so beautiful. 

Benjimantv,My boyfriend,I Youtube

Sophomore Year

Hello Sophomore year! Yay not the newbies in high school!
In Sophomore year, I had math,history,p.e, English, ceramic, biology.

 Yippie no more Study Skills! I love ceramic class, but I am not very crafty and I am not great at arts in general. I took ceramic because I needed a class to replace Study Skills and that is fun, but have the points for me to graduate high school. I really wanted to take photography, but that class got booked up so fast. That year, my friend and I wanted to try out for Track and Field, but we became too busy and forgot about the try outs. Oh well.. In my ceramic class, there was a student from Taiwan and  I became friends with her and we became more like sisters. I hang out with her so much. She was super sweet, and she was one year older than I am.Her name was Daisy in American. I HATE HATE history class and I hate my teacher, I had. My history  class was VERY boring and hard work and A LOT of disrespectful students and talk backing ones. If you know me that I HATE when people are rude,disrespectful and plan up jerks. My teacher, she had health problems and she couldn't walk without a walker and the students were being rude and mean to her and treating her like crap. It was so sad to see how students treated her so poorly. I love my biology teacher, she was very sweet and believes in the same values as me. I love my English teacher, she was very sweet and caring. In 10th grade, my mom and I and all my teachers each year we do a meeting and in 10th grade meeting, my mom was thinking of putting me into speech! Ewww NO!! -Flash backs came back- Sadly, I got speech! Yay! NOT!!! It's with the speech teacher from middle school, who I HATE DEARLY! Before the school year was over, Daisy told me that she have to go back to her home country after school year was over :( NOO!!! WHY! After the school year was over, Daisy gave me a lot gifts and we took tons of pictures. I miss her super much. We are still friends as today and still keep on talking to each other and haven't see her since 2010!  Well, I turn 16th in 2010 and my friend gave me balloons and cupcakes and it was the best birthday ever.  I bought my friend balloons for her 16th birthday. I didn't wanted to learn how to drive at all that year. WHAT? You might said, because my mom works for a insurance company and she knows how much it cost and we didn't want spend a lot money plus I didn't need to drive anywhere and my mom drove me places. I love my 10 grade year of school. I couldn't wait for junior year with my friends! Sadly... that Summer went wrong... :( 

Well...the friendship with my bff and I ended.. NOT Cassandra!
Who wants to heard how we break up the friendship?